So, am getting
influenced by a friend from twitter, @azwitasari, to write a letter for 30 year
old self. Of course thing like this happens multiple times in front my eyes,
watching people write the letter for the future of selves, but never crossed my
mind to make one for my own. So hereby, throughout today’s post, I make an attempt
to make one in the ground of it can remind me of what I have to be in the
future and who I was back then.
Dear my 30-year-old-self,
I hope you’re still as healthy as I am. I always believe that our body
is stronger than an ox’s and the endurance is far beyond normal human. I never
get myself hospitalized so I really hope it never happen to you either. But don’t
worry; a cup of coffee for a day won’t hurt since I know we love it! I really hope
you’re happy with your job and get the best career path ever. Either work as consultant,
investor, or manager in multinational company, I hope you can both enjoy your
time and suck money excessively for our business capital. Well, forgive my
materialism but you’re young lady! I know you could earn much! You have to
achieve our dreams! Dad told us not to be the slave of money but create our own
money instead. I hope you’ve already prepared the big plan for our fashion and
culinary business! I can’t wait to see you decorate every inch of the store. I
wonder what will our customers look like, how wide they can afford to smile
seeing and feeling our product, and how long they can be as loyal fans of our
brand! And, you need to be an investor in the meantime of your career as it was
Dad’s dream. Please don’t forget that investor thingy and be the conglomerate
of yourself! Phew, sorry for talking too long about your job and career, I know
you might journey a stressful and down-hearted moment but be strong! You’re nearer
to be free as entrepreneur.
How’s your romance? I hope you finally settle down into our prince
charming which by means a Christian, smarter than us, taller than us, a doctor/businessman,
loves books and arts, calmer than us, and love us with his bloody whole heart.
I hope enjoy your every second with him going to bookstore, choosing what
snacks to buy, sharing beds, cooking simple dish, brushing the cat, and else.
You know I die in curiosity thinking of what does he look like. In fact, I also
wonder the kids! I hope you get enough kids, two is tolerable, but if you have
more then it’s still definitely okay. I’m sure you can love your kids with the
sweetest way by managing their education and be at their side every time they
need you. Enjoying the music orchestra together, visiting art museums, having
trip around Asia and Europe; have you done those with them? If no, then you should
start now! Above all, I hope you can cook (at least) a simple dish even actually
I do really hope you can reach further achievement of cooking a complicated
dish in the grounds you are a good wife and mother they believe in (haha! Come on
girl!).
How are Dad, Mom, and Rey? I hope they are proud and happy for your
life. You are the first child in the family; thus you have to be their pride
and I know you have carried it on. Have you given treat by taking them into
some cool places like Vatican, Greece, and Maldives? I hope at least to Vatican
you’ve ever brought them to. They’ll love that sacred city ever since. And as
we know, it’s always a touching moment to see the smiles coming from their faces.
Don’t forget to look after your parents and inviting them into your house frequently
because Dad and Mom love to enjoy the enormity of your house (even I think they
only yearn for time to be with you).
Well, I know you’re tiredly tired. But still keep living the world you
want to live in okay? I believe you can reach our dreams and helping people
around you. See you on your 40 and be the light among the sea of people.
Love,
Your 20-year-old-self